no religion. no soul. I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH WHY WONT THIS JUST END IF DRUGS ARE SUPPOSED TO MAKE IT BETTER WHY AM I STILL SO FUCKING SAD AND ANGRY GODDAMNGODDAMN HELP ME LOSE REALITY I CANT UNDERSTAND YOU BECAUSE I CANT UNDERSTAND YOU BECAUSE I AM DROWNING IN THIS ANGST THAT NO ONE FEELS AND WHEN THEY DO I PUSH THEM AWAY WHY WHY WHY PLEASE FEEL ME WHEN I WANT YOU TO SELFISH SELFISH GIRL I CANT UNDERSTAND YOU BECAUSE IM DYING INSIDE MY RIBCAGE AND MY ROTTING HUMAN MIND CANNOT COMPUTE ENGLISH ANY LONGER MY HEART WILL GIVE OUT IT HAS TO IT HAS TO BECAUSE MY STRENGTH LEFT YEARS AGO I CANT HOLD MYSELF UP ANYMORE I CANT FUNCTION AS A NORMAL FUCKINGHUMAN BEING GOD HAVE MERCY ON ME I NEED TO BE SAVEDXXXXR$95erdfkgj dsfcgb.
12.12.05                                      so fucking st e r  i   l    e  .
stop plagiarism.
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