theresthisthinginmyhead and it's right, always right noonewouldrememberthisifyoudied fuckingdisappear. this isnt even art anymore i just suck. and i can't deal with my stupid emotions properly so i abuse my relationship with food to cope and its so fucking worthlessssssss. and i havent done anything in weeks when people ask me what i'm up to, i used to say, "oh, you know, just living." but i'm not even fucking living anymore i'm just existing i hate myself. just fucking existing till i stop existing. mortified. what the fuck happened to me.
09.22.05                                      so fucking st e r  i   l    e  .
stop plagiarism.
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