i hate myself so much. and everything gets so dark. this stupid black hole sucks me up and i should say "stop" but i let it string me out its like the way lonely feels when loneliness is being comforted like the way a touch on the hands or a look in the eyes draws me in like warm honey something smooth and creamy and eyes so heavy, sleeping sleeping is giving in. so soothing and i give in to the destruction so easy. i'm only hurting myself.
09.12.05                                      so fucking st e r  i   l    e  .
stop plagiarism.
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