grand scheme of things makes chaos window shopping found some wings but they cost. (too much) losing weight but its not. (enough) fill the cup ends up just short of the line for "okay" not "okay" not enough to be "okay" this is not. this is not normal does not read, cannot fix IVs make me sick my head burns right between my ears it burns right behind my eyes it burns it buzzes my brain this is falling apart what happens when what happens when you give up? what is giving up if there is nothing left to give where has man gone if he's gone to the brink of existance and he can't come back sigh life unsettling secrets can't keep them to yourself;; share like a dam breaking destroy a bridge burning houses to the ground what is this? thaw shit si. it doesn't make sense. this is me. i need to start o v e r mother: excuse me? ??? what did you say (doesnotlisten) doesnotcompute///
07.19.05                                      so fucking st e r  i   l    e  .
stop plagiarism.
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