- i hate doing THIS i hate fighting i hate being mad at him when i love him i hate being the bitch i hate being stubborn i hate being mean i hate the fighting i just want it to stop i hate fueling the fire i hate when i CANT stop crying when i think about leaving i hate thinking of him with other girls i hate being alone i hate feeling lonely when hes there i hate not being in control i hate arguing over internet when i know he's copying and pasting our arguement into someone elses message window i hate thinking that hes saying things about me that i cant hear i hate feeling left out i really just hate the fighting i hate not saying the right thing i hate being the 'heidi' i hate being the whore that his friends will hate forever for only one good reason when they dont even know me i hate this fighting this fighting that keeps re-accuring this fighting that i dont want to LAST i hate this.
04.10.05                                      so fucking st e r  i   l    e  .
stop plagiarism.
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